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Drug Overdose OD. This could have been my last moment in life.

Pain, when it strikes me, 

All i can think of is to give in. 

Last night, I was as weak as I could possibly be. 

I hurt myself in Taekwondo. 

Mid Air Collision. 

Fractured Toe. 

And the doctor said, - Only 1 pill after every meal. 

ONLY 1. max 3 a Day. 

I was in so much pain, the minute i got the pill i just popped it. and waited for the pain to go away. 

It never went. 

Over time, as i tried to sleep that night. 

It got worst. 

Throbbed more. 

More and more. 

It hurt. 

I cried myself. 

All alone in my home, while listening to Gary B. 

I cried. 

And texted him as i cried. 

All he said was cheer up. 

Nothing more. 

I cried even more. 

And that’s when i decided. - 

ENOUGH. 

This is my life and I refuse to be in pain. 

I popped 5 pills. - 

Immediately, 

My head spinned. 

My eyes closed shut. 

I lay down, slightly collapsed. 

Head on the pillow. 

Leg on the chair. 

My eyes still shut. 

Darkness

The music kept on playing. 

… ..  … . My head spinned in the darkness

My body went numb 

I could feel my toe. It didn’t hurt. It moved. 

I was happy. 

And then i knew no more. 

Would I ever be able to do something like this? 


jayemmcee:

Evon Tan
All photos © Johnny McGeorge
http://sixand5.com/2011/07/24/weekly-girl-evon-tan-by-photographer-johnny-mcgeorge/

Would I ever be able to do something like this? 

jayemmcee:

Evon Tan

All photos © Johnny McGeorge

http://sixand5.com/2011/07/24/weekly-girl-evon-tan-by-photographer-johnny-mcgeorge/

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

My phone definitely. I eat because of it(i need my friends to remind me to eat), i do my work because of it(Alarms) Hang Out, Party, everything because of my phone. - Yeah Definitely. It’s my Favorite and i can’t live without it. 

Ok yeah Hey, 

Most boring answer on earth, but well, if things get too tough, i can just use it as a vibrator and laugh or something. 

間違いなく私の携帯電話。私はそれのために食べる(私は私の友人が食べて私に思い出させる必要がある)、私はそれのため(アラーム)にたむろ、パーティー、ので私の電話のすべての私の仕事を行います。 - 確かにそう。それは私のお気に入りだと私はそれなしでは生きられない。

[OK]ええねえ、

物事があまりにもタフな得れば、地球上で最も退屈な答えは、しかし、よく、、私は単にバイブレーターと笑いか何かとしてそれを使用することができます。

Caramel Hunting at the Bazaar.

So Yesterday!! :) hahahaha.

I was at the Ramadhan Bazaar yesterday. I wanted Cream Caramel.

So i walked about yelling Caramel, Caramel!!!!Caramel!!!!! Caramel!!!!!!(I had to embarass Harinder Singh Somehow). And out of the blue, these 2 girls came running in, when one of them SUDDENLY yelled. - PUKIMAK. @_@ and the entire community around them booed and told them off about manners and such while they ran LAUGHING without a Care in the World. . LOL. Greetings of Eid ul-Fitr. May the last day bring you peace :)

私は、ラマダンバザール昨日私はクリームキャラメルを望んでいた
だから私は叫んで歩いた
キャラメルキャラメルキャラメル!!!!!キャラメル!!!!!!(私がどういうわけかHarinderを困らせる必要がありました
唐突にこれら2つの少女たちそのうちの一つ突然叫んだで実行してきた - PUKIMAK @ _@およびそれらのまわりでコミュニティ全体ブーイング彼らは世界ケアすることなく笑う実行しながらマナーなどについて、それらをオフに言った
 LOLイードUL-明け挨拶最終日はあなたに平和をもたらす可能性があります

I’m a wild crazy girl who just wants to have fun. I kept getting so many friend requests from people i don’t know that i decided. - Hey, lets make a fanpage and see what happens. I came to Kuala Lumpur to study at the International College of Music. While i was in college I met with amazing wonderful people from all around the world. I had no idea Kuala Lumpur had influences from all around the world so easily. I had the opportunity to try and experience many different forms of life that i could never experience back in my old town. And from there i grew. :) My long term philosophy is : I am Me and the World is My Playground. I’ve stuck to that for a long time already and I guess, i’m not afraid to be who I am. I live my life the way i want to and still listen to a lot of advice from people. I’m very happy of where I am right now. :)
Interests : art, sex, drugs, cooking

I’m a wild crazy girl who just wants to have fun. I kept getting so many friend requests from people i don’t know that i decided. - Hey, lets make a fanpage and see what happens. 

I came to Kuala Lumpur to study at the International College of Music. While i was in college I met with amazing wonderful people from all around the world. I had no idea Kuala Lumpur had influences from all around the world so easily. 

I had the opportunity to try and experience many different forms of life that i could never experience back in my old town. And from there i grew. :) 

My long term philosophy is : I am Me and the World is My Playground. 
I’ve stuck to that for a long time already and I guess, i’m not afraid to be who I am. I live my life the way i want to and still listen to a lot of advice from people. I’m very happy of where I am right now. :)

Interests : art, sex, drugs, cooking

I'm a wild crazy girl who just wants to have fun. I kept getting so many friend requests from people i didn't know, that i decided. - Hey, lets make a fanpage [http://on.fb.me/oVZKpR] and see what happens.

I came to Kuala Lumpur to study at the International College of Music. While i was in college I met with amazing wonderful people from all around the world. I had no idea Kuala Lumpur had influences from all around the world so easily.

I had the opportunity to try and experience many different forms of life that i could never experience back in my old town. And from there i grew. :)

My long term philosophy is : I am Me and the World is My Playground.
I've stuck to that for a long time already and I guess, i'm not afraid to be who I am. I live my life the way i want to and still listen to a lot of advice from people. I'm very happy of where I am right now. :)

Interests: art, sex, drugs, cooking

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